I realized the other day that I haven’t really been updating my personal posts as often as I used to. This might be an area I need to get more into it’s easier to post a recipe or an article on a Nutrition topic I guess than to dig into my life LOL. So I’m still trying to square out my hormone and thyroid issues. The thyroid has doubled from where it was before which is a great thing but my hormones still are giving me a run for my money. Weight loss hasn’t been easy and keeping weight down has a been a struggle too. Even with eating clean and exercising. I got my blood drawn again yesterday so I’m hoping that that will tell us something and will give us an answer for why I’m struggling with weight gain and water retention so badly.
On the Mom side of things my little one is about to start kindergarten and had her last day at day care / preschool the other day. I don’t know why but I was an emotional person before my daughter but after having my daughter it put that into like hyper drive. So needless to say I made a scene at her day care on her last day. I tried to hold it together the best I could and was going to try and just make it to my car without crying in the building, I held it together until the teacher said how is Mom holding up and BOOM cue the water works! I don’t mean a few tears I mean that ugly crying where you like hyperventilate crying lol. Like I said I don’t know why but anything this kid does any milestones I lose it. Any other moms out there with me on this one?
I have started a new thing to this month, I’ve started to listen to audible books for self help and motivation. It just helps to reassert things that are already in my mind but we kinda push to the back burner at times. The little things we forget because life gets so busy or we are constantly running around like a crazy person trying to get everything done in the short periods that we have to get them done in. But it has helped me to sit and relax at times. I am terrible at meditating I applaud the people who can calm their minds to get to that spot but I have tried it and my mind goes to 200 different places at once. Listening to someone else talk to me tho that helps me to shut down somehow. Maybe because I’m focusing and listening and learning whatever it is that they are trying to teach me which forces me to shut off the other things.
But all in all life has been pretty good lately. And I can’t complain…to much lol just kidding it could always be worse right? Hope all of you are well and thanks for reading.
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